POEMS WITH RUKENNY
ANXIETY
I can tell everything that you feel.
How your emotions choke you to kill.
Even when hope whispers, it's only failure that you see
And winning is only but a big deal.
You're just like the seashore!
Anxiety comes to you like surging waves.
It blows so hard that you're not even sure
Of the beautiful dreams that your heart craves for.
Unstable and unsteady like tides,
It shakes everything in your inside.
It Spins so fast like hurricane wind
And disrupts the balance of your mind.
Anxiety is a filling feeling.
It leaves your thoughts screaming.
"You can't do it!" It says
And you live with that fear every day!
This feeling fills you up so full
That you think everyone would see you as a fool.
But really, of what use is Anxiety
When it shouldn't even be a necessity?
They say different levels with different devils
Anxiety is only one out of those different devils.
Just Calm down!!! Breathe!!! and look it in the eyes
You'll see that everything it says are all lies.
Anxiety, how can it be
That you've had the best of me?
You knock out my beautiful dreams with the fear that you bring
As I wrestle you endlessly in my mind like on a ring.
The thought of you leaves my blood pumping.
It accelerates my heart's speed and leave it racing.
My head hurts so badly cos you leave it spinning
And I only wish I could find peace with a touch of healing.
Anxiety, you're like a fog, unclear and blurry.
All you ever do is dim my vision and leave me weary.
My best abilities became my hurting weaknesses.
And You became the worst of my pain inflicting sicknesses.
You were like a friendly enemy
The one I thought was a comforting remedy
Until the veil that covered my eyes fell.
Then, I realized that I didn't even know you that well.
I didn't know how much of a parasite you were, feeding on my soul.
Daily, you broke every piece of me so I wouldn't be whole.
The only thing I want you to know
Is that I'm done with you! It's time for you to go!!!
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